Dear Mother you are my whole world it hurts Me every day that I failed at becoming the person you always seen in me and believed that I could be I feel I do everything for everyone around me and in a sense forget or ignore my own needs I learned that from you prolly the best thing about me I learned from you I feel I have failed you completely and shouldn’t even be apart of the family that’s why I chose to leave I feel I don’t deserve to be apart of your beautiful family I miss Cam and Layv so much it hurts so bad I Love you and I’m deeply sorry I will never forgive myself