There is too much pain in fear. Which I suppose is fear in itself. Fear of Pain, fear to be in pain. The fear of being in pain. There in itself create and exists a cycle that does not inspire freedom. How can I be free when I’m too afraid to be in pain? Living in that type of dictation? We live to die in the meantime survive by a day to day cycle of loss and gain inexplicably amounting to fear and pain. All and all one in the same. Survival meaning to avoid so as not to fall into the void of that constant decision.