Standing upon the constant edges of decision crucial and alone thinking about how hard it’s going to be and how lonely I’m going to feel when it’s all said and done then life happens. Remembering the good times and forgetting the bad ones, never being about us, but the thought of aloneness the love of your life is gone but you want them to be happy and safe. What What a great beginning to learn how to do things different. Yes it’s hard but then again life happens. Sadness is pain, love is joy but how do you tell the difference between the two. What makes you smile also makes you cry.
March 7, 2019