I feel totally helpless. My kids are having a very hard time out there in the world and there’s nothing I can do to help them. It’s one of the worst feelings in the world. It’s all I can think about – it consumes me. They are so very strong so I know they’ll be alright but I can’t help but worry constantly about them. In God’s hands. Right.

I am trying to contact every possible resource available, but thus far it’s gotten me nowhere. To top that off I have an attorney that hasn’t done anything for me yet and I am now waiting to get a new one – hopefully very soon.

Big Mama Bear