I feel unimaginable pain from heartache

I have seen myself struggling trying to find my way in life.

I am trying to be strong in the face of trials and tribulations

I have prayed but feel it was backfired. Or maybe the answer is something I don’t like. IDK.

I feel lost in a reality I thought was right.

I have suffered for my actions should I have to suffer forever.

I have tried my best to be a loving and caring person and to express my feelings, but somehow I still become the worse person with no heart.

I feel like giving up on life, altogether, when will it get better

I feel like going through a fit of rage the way my life I going for me, I honestly am not looking forward to being on the outside, I just want to stay and hide.