Baby boy, I miss you so much mommy misses you with all that she has! mommy sorry that shes not with you right now but hopefully I will be soon your growing fast and im not there there to see or hold you when your down or sad but I promis soon my love! i really miss you so much mommy will hold you soon! your my world and my only man! Mommy made a really bad choice and now shes somewhere youll never want to be. And I promise youll never make a wrong choice. ill always make sure your okay and have everything you want and need your my Baby boy and more! Hopefully god forgives me and let me go and spend every moment with you with you and moma will never do wrong again your my life and im stupid for what i did and being away from you hurts i love peanut so so so much!

i Love you my son

your my world and