Nerves. It’s crazy how having such limited control over my life has just caused me to surrender. No point in worrying about the outcome because I cannot predict what happens tomorrow or even 5 minutes from now. I should be finding peace and comfort in knowing that whatever takes place will be what is supposed to but the uncertainty and waiting is incidentally driving me batty. I just want to get it over with but they say good things come to those who wait. 


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