By Included Too

What the heck, I’m so disappointed in myself. Seems like I’m always disappointed in myself. I should write out things I’ve accomplished, things I’m proud of myself for doing. Instead of being a downer on myself all the time. It’s not what I’ve done, it’s who I will be. I want to be sober-minded period. Is there a curse on my life where people hate me so much that nothing good happens in my life? Am I enabling this curse unbeknownst by doing the writing? Why cannot I get miraculously cleansed like some stories I read– how people are come over by a supernatural love that it and all their virtues are taken from us where we do not want to do anymore self-harm? I think change comes from not looking back at our mistakes but by being what we want to become.

Just be and trust…