I’m glad I got to see my twins yesterday, it always makes me so happy.
I don’t really want to think about Christmas, it hurts too much. This will be #2 Christmas without my children & it seems the more time that goes by the harder it gets to deal with.
I mean there’s all these sayings like, “Don’t worry, it will get better in time.” I even say that one kind of often, but when. Just really, when? This heartache and heartbreak is never going to feel much better is it?
Thank God my kids are in my life. There’s just no way I’d still be sane without them helping me through this. I love my kids so much. I miss them so much.
~Big Mama Bear
